Y Combinator Brain Pain
Joel Splosky's recent article about The Perils of JavaSchools mentions fixed point theory. Despite the fact that my CS degree required nothing so advanced as a true understanding of a fixed point theorem, I wanted to feel that I was the kind of person who, if he put his mind to it, could wrap his head around the concept. Besides, it's related to the Y combinator, and my friend Ben and I had taken the time to understand that a few months ago. Right?
When I was a kid, lying in bed trying to sleep, sometimes I would play a game with myself where I would visualize a golf ball rolling into a hole. The particular image is fairly irrelevant (Freudian analysists start your notepads) but the point is that I often couldn't get the ball to roll in the hole. I would try to push it in and it would slip away. An inability to command one's own mental visualization is disconcerting.
Anyway, visualizing why or how the Y combinator finds a fixed point of the function that's passed to it is giving me that same feeling. I get this close to understanding how it all fits together and then <poof> it slips away as I lose track of the pieces.
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